This card I made is for my beloved..

My cute little sis is 8 today! Remembering the fact that she made me a birthday card for me before, -

Yaya: kaklang! I got something for you!

Me: Ok? What?

Hands me a christmas card

Yaya: See? Do you like it?

Me reading the title 'Merry Christmas' and thought whaa?? Opened the card and read

"To my lovely sister, kaklang, hope you enjoy your birthday during christmas time"

Me: I don't like it, I LOVE it! Thank you Nadia :)

Obviously I was touched by this time. A week before my birthday and my little sister gave me a card. WOW.

Now, let me highlight the fact that we do NOT celebrate Christmas. We're Muslims :) It's just that my birthday's on the 30^th Dec and her class was making Christmas cards. I was so touched when I got the card from her. It was a black card with a chimney. In the chimney was a 'moveable' santa - in and out the chimney. It was pretty clever for a 7 year old kid, I must admit. Sadly though, I don't know where I've put it since I swapped rooms with my little brothers. T.T So, I can't upload the picture. T.T

Oh well, because of that lovely and touching moment. I thought I might make her a card as well :) Too bad I ain't good in arts though. So, during first lesson, I just studied Mechanics 2. When Pauline came, I asked her to help me since she does arts ^^. Thanks Pauline!! :D We had to go to Mr.Cowburn's class (Thanks Mr.Cowburn!) and asked for plain papers, glue, scissors, pencil, hole puncher and not forgetting some ideas on what to say in the card. At first, I thought of writing
"The older you get, the more responsibilities you'll have. So, you might as well help me around the house more"

But then, sir and pauline thought that was a bit harsh - no matter how much I meant it as a JOKE. (or did I?) hehe. So, then, I had the idea of saying

"Happy 8^th birthday Sweetheart!"
But then, nahh..it'll be weird. I've hardly been that nice. xP In the end, we came up with this simple 'masterpiece' (hehe):

Warning: I am NOT good in arts.

Happy Birthday Nadia!

Adekku x phm bahasa melayu..T.T

Adek den x faham bahasa melayu..huhu..sedihnye..but den, bagus gak, leh menyakat lebih ckit ;)

Btw, in adalah sambungan kepada entry ini. Klik gamba ye kalo xleh bce..:)

Last2 die x layan..huhu..sedih2..trpakse la lari ke kawan..T.T

Bestnye ade adek xP

Bestnye ade adek!! Bila tgh kebosanan, ada je org yg nak buat kte senyum. Sometimes, bestnye pon sbb leh menyakat ble dh xdek keje laen. Jom bace conversation den dgn adek den yg umonye 10 thun lebih mude dr diri ni. ;) Kalo teringin nk bace yg slanjutnye, sile klik sini. ^-^ Klik gamba ye kalo nk besa :)

How far would you go for your baby?

When I was a baby - I was a total pain! And you can see the proof from my dad's scars on his back. :) I didn't mean to but it happened. We used to live in a two-storey house, meaning we had stairs.

People use stairs to get up and down the house. Me? I saw it as way of 'sliding' downstairs. So, what happened? My dad saw me running to the stairs, and because I was too fast, he had to grab hold of me and 'slide' on his back. Of course, since I was still young and unable to think what's right and what's wrong. What's fun and what's dangerous. So, I can't really say I'm a pain. I can be, unintentionally that is. :)

Alhamdulillah. If it weren't for my dad, I might not be able to see this day and write this entry. So, before I go. I'd like to say

Thank you Ayah!

I love you!

I love my mum and dad! ^-^

Mama & Ayah

I love my mum and dad,

Even when I'm sad.

I've never felt a greater love than that,

Either from a friend or a lad,

They can never beat the love I've had,

for my mum and dad.

Thank you mum, thank you dad,

For getting married and having me legitimately,

Instead of throwing me away in the bin,

like I'm some sort of trash.

I love you mum and dad,

I hope you know this before I'm gone,

and find it in your heart to forgive me,

for all my sins and all my screams,

how sorry I am for all that I've done,

and how I wish I never crossed the line.

I love you mum and dad,

and I'm sorry for all the things I lack.

Thank you mum and dad,

for saying yes to my every need,

and saying no to most of my greeds.

I guess what I'm trying to say is,

I love you mum and dad,

forgive me for my sins,

and thank you for looking after me,

your deeds, truly only Allah can pay you back.

I Love U!

A song especially for my mum and dad ^-^

Back!!

And how long has it been since my last post? Ages I assume?? xP Oh well, I've been busy with my studies and facebook (mostly facebook xP)..Sorry blog, I have two exams to get myself prepared for by January and my birthday's coming up in 4 days, never knew time could past so fast. At first your a baby, next thing you know - you're 17!!

Anyways, this post is really to say how much I appreciate my life and all the people around me :) . That doesn't sound like me xP. Oh well, I was crying in my room - for having an argument with my parents - which I honestly hate to do! And I thought, I might as well write something before death comes, I mean hey, death can practically come any time - so, might as well, get yourself prepared and in anyway you can, let the people who matters know how you feel. And since I'm such an ego person and just cannot say sorry to my parents in person, I thought I might as well write something in my blog for them to read, hopefully when I'm gone xP

So, really, I mean I seriously am sorry for all the things I've done which has upset you, for all the words I've said which might have hurt you in anyway. Any physical or mental injury I've ever caused to you, Mum, Dad, everyone..I AM SORRY! I love you really. It's just that you know, when you're growing up and turning into an adult - that gap between childhood years and going into adulthood, which I call as Kidulthood, is hard AND stressing. With all the peer pressures, and school life, and the work at home - sometimes, you just feel like screaming and maybe, just maybe, sometimes, you can't control yourself and you become as somewhat disrespectful and seriously irritating. I'm sorry, there has been time where I've tried to change, but sadly, my emotions get a bit out of control when people keep on looking down on me and keeps on treating me like a foolish little girl, and hasn't been raised well enough. Truly, to my parents, my brothers and sisters. my relatives, the hard working teachers who's tried to teach me as best as they can, all my friends, and everyone whose known me and has had to be seriously patient with me. I am really really really sorry, I hope you'll forgive me and may peace be upon you.

Assalamualaikum..